Conversations with Myself

I want to offload some secrets this morning and  I am linking up with fabulous Leslie from a blonde ambition blog for confessions.

Shall we?

• I confess that I cringe whenever someone asks for my blog URL.  Have you done that before bloggers or am I a weirdo??.  Lots of my friends don’t know that I am a blogger.
• I confess that we planning to tour Loire Valley on bicycles.  Excited! I am not excited about the tour, I am excited about seeing Cullo cycling for the first time.  I mean I have known Cullo for ten years now and in that ten years I am sure he has never cycled.  But he says he has cycled decade back.  Do you think one never forgets how to ride a bicycle?.
• I confess that I have obsession with frozen the movie.  I don’t even know what is it about.  I am just caught in media frenzy.  I see myself pending French movie cds looking to find frozen with English subtitles.  I even went to local cinema and only found movies in French, no frozen.  The power of media adverts.  I hope the movie is worth my efforts.
• I confess that I have a baby fever.  This is serious.  I stare at babies in the supermarkets.  My sister sent me a pic of her 4months baby boy.  He is so perfect.  I have loads of reasons why I cant have a baby now but I want one anyway.
• I confess that I was alarmed about my non make up face.  People say if you don’t use make up you should at least use a liner.  Really???  I’m shocked because I don’t use any.  Don’t get me wrong I like girls with make up and of course they look pretty.  Its one of those things that I just never think about and never get bothered to worry about.  Now you think I am a tomboy right?. No I am not.  I like everything girly.
• I confess that I am home sick.  At the moment I am an emotional wreck.  I have not cried or had any tantrums but I feel like crying.  This is no big issue because I know the reasons for my messed up emotions are that I want to see my mom, I want to tell my brothers stories, sleep over at my sisters places, scream at my naughty nephews and nieces or maybe take all of them out for ice-cream.  So next time when you meet me and I burst into tears for no reason don’t mind me just give me a hug.
• I confess that I am worried about the future.  Not any other future but my future with University of Nantes.  They are offering a post graduate course that I feel like it was tailored just for my dreams.  The problem is the University is in France.  I cant see myself taking a breath without Muli & Cullo by my side. At the moment that’s the only concrete reason I have as to why I cant pursue this course.  So I will wait till I can compile more reasons why I cant do it.  Some things seems like lifetime opportunities that you cant afford to miss.  Can you relate?

Lets hear your confessions friends.

Take care,
Nez